Freshman Year: One Trimester Down, Two to Go
December 3, 2010

Excuses, excuses, I know..

I probably wouldn’t be typing this if I wasn’t sick and home from school today.. High school has been going well, for those interested. I enjoyed the classes I had, but as for the teachers, they are a whole different story.

A lot of the teachers are in it solely for the money. One teacher I had told my friend to “shut the hell up” (I swear, she said that) and “Why should I stay after to help students? I don’t get paid for it” She’s retiring in a couple years, and lets just say, no one will miss her. When one of her former students is her doctor, and she’s having some kind of major surgery, she’ll be sorry…

Thankfully, though, there’s that small handful of teachers left that actually care about their students and the kind of education they get, the teachers that ask how you’re doing and genuinely care, who give great advice and feel like a second mom ♥

I haven’t made too many new friends, more-so acquaintences and people I’ll talk to in class. My current classes are decent so far, its hard to really tell since the second trimester just started.

Blah. Freshmen year is a drag.

In my spare time, I hang out with Nick (boyfriend of two-ish years), go to church, and try to spend time with friends..well..the friends I haven’t lost :/ but I’m not going to burden anyone with that story.

I feel like life is becoming a cycle..In the summer, everything drifts along, and towards the end of it, a lot takes a turn for the worst. In the fall, I lose track of my identity and feel pretty useless. In the winter, things perk up, and relationships rebuild, and everything seems to have a spark to it. Then, in spring, everything is light and happy and busy.

Hopefully this isn’t how it will always be.

Right now, I’ve taken an interest in acting, writing, and cooking. Maybe when I get my braces off, I’ll try modeling. The worst they can say is no, right? I have a few homecoming pictures, I’ll put those up eventually 🙂

Well, this is a pretty long post and I hope you enjoyed it at least a little bit, leave comments, questions, or advice, and I’ll always reply. Promise 🙂

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I’ve got a Question for You <3
August 2, 2010

Question- Old 97’s

She woke from a dream
Her head was on fire
Why was he so nervous?

He took her to the park
She crossed her arms
And lowered her eyelids

Some day somebody’s gonna ask you
A question that you should say yes to
Once in your life
Maybe tonight I’ve got a question for you

She’d had no idea
Started to cry
She said in a good way

He took her by the hand
Walked her back home
They took the long way

Some day somebody’s gonna ask you
A question that you should say yes to
Once in your life
Maybe tonight I’ve got a question for you
I’ve got a question for you

❤ I love this song..

Really Cool Things I wish I could Afford..
August 2, 2010

Since iCarly is having a new episode called ‘iGet a Hot New Room’, it got me thinking about all the decorating I’m going to do when my brother moves out, and I get the big upstairs room. I definitely need paint and carpetting, but there are lots of awesome, maybe quirky pieces I’d love to add..if I had the money..

First off, the ice cream sandwich bench that Spencer is “making” for Carly is really ‘The Ice Cream Bench’ by Jellio. You can find this sweet bench at http://jellio.com/store.html for.. $950.00 (yeah, I had the same expression on my face) -sigh-

Okay this may sound weird (SCENARIO- *walks in room* *scratches wall* *inhales* ahhh 😀 -)but you know you secretly would love this lol, I know I would, and I’m unashamed to admit it! If only they made it coffee scented..That’d wake you up in the morning! Hahahaha.. You can get a ROLL of the smell good wallpaper for.. $200- $400 😦 If I had a little square of it, I’d be perfectly happy lol.

Another iCarly item that I never noticed before until I looked closely is Jellio’s GummiLight. I thought this would be awesome because who doesn’t like Gummi Bears? It beats having a boring lamp, you can just read under the light of a GummiBear. This can also be purchased at http://jellio.com/store.html for.. $125.oo each  -another sigh-

I’d add more, but I gotta go, Scrubs is on! We should protest these companies so they lower the prices a couple hundred dollars, so normal, hard-working Americans can buy them for their wonderful teenagers (: Hope you enjoyed these! -Amy

Mid-Summer ’10… can you believe it?
July 27, 2010

Ooh, my stomach hurts, hang on..okay I’m fine..

Okay so its nearing the end of July, and July has been decent, but I really think June was better, it seems like I got a lot more accomplished lol.

In July I had some relationship drama with Nick, and he liked this one girl and he had to chose between her and me, and in the end he chose me. I’m glad, because that chick was such a whiny b!tch. Hopefully we’ll never hear from her again.

Last weekend I went to my aunt’s cottage near Lake Huron/Saginaw Bay, it was really fun. I drove a boat, went tubing, spent A LOT of time at the beach, souvenir shopping, etc. I would love to go again, and maybe bring a friend next time.

In other news..

Mark and Michelle’s baby is due in less than a month now! I’m so excited. I had this crazy dream where it was a baby boy and they named him Poncho. They decided not to find out the sex of the baby, but I really hope its a baby girl. Girls would be easier for me to relate to, since well..I am one xD

Ohh, and Nick got a puppy! Its a beagle puppy named Rascal and he’s so cute and tiny and I love him (: I played with him all day yesterday and I’m gunna see him again today when I go with Nick and his mom to take Rascal to the vet. I hope he’s okay because he’s been getting sick a lot, but doesn’t have diarrhea. He was the runt so he’s already pretty tiny.  I ❤ Rascal 😀

Well I’m gunna go make lunch. Love you guys! (:

Oh, and I don’t like Justin Bieber. Sorry.

s.u.m.m.e.r.2.0.1.0
July 12, 2010

First summer of the decade and so far its been fantastic! I hope you’re able to say the same.

Okay first off, I’m absolutely loving all the free time and extra sleep and just everything. I feel so chill and relaxed and stress free, its amazing. Everyone just seems a lot happier, and the positive energy feels nice..

I’ve gotten a lot of firsts this summer, like meeting my first crossdresser, going to a wave pool, swimming with nick, etc. And its all been really fun, more of my plans include..

  • Going to my aunt’s cabin
  • Going to Chicago when my baby niece/nephew is born
  • Going to my city’s carnival
  • Putting a desk in my room/getting a new phone

So I’m sort of a busy bee, but I like being able to do what I please, school is so stressful >.<

Well I’m going to go do something xD I love you guys! Ttfn.

The Right Choices
January 24, 2010

I chose Nick.

There, I said it. I broke up with Wade on Dec. 30th. Nick asked me out at midnight on New Years. Im happy now (:

I’m sorry I haven’t really had time to post, I’ve been ridiculously busy with school.

I just got done watching Teen Mom, can’t wait until the finale (:

I also like the shows The Buried Life and My Life as Liz (both on MTV). The Buried Life is very inspiring, and my life as liz is very funny and good.

Chelsie and I have gotten way closer on account of very personal reasons, too personal to post on here lol.

Well i gotta get off the computer, goodnight (:

Not. Single. ♥
November 26, 2009

Yup, thats right, I’ve finally found someone after 3 months of moping around because of Nick…

His name’s Wade :3 He’s greek and has long brown hair, big light brown eyes, and he’s just adorable. He’s really funny and nice, he opens doors  and cares about me. He makes me happy 🙂

I really hope things work out with us because he’s the only guy I’ve had feelings for this school year, and he helped me get over pretty boy Nick.

Happy Turkey Day everyone! Remember what you’re truly thankful for, because thats what matters most.

 

Stay young <3
October 9, 2009

“Being able to act like a tard with you means the world to me”

I love my friends. Love them to death. I cant believe how fast time is going, its so freaky and insane. I love life right now, even though Nick is being a very confused young boy. I dont really care right now, because life goes by too fast to take it slow. Im so sentimental and Im so overwhelmed.

Having a slight identity crisis, like I feel the need to dye my hair different colors and just change, which is probably normal. But it’ll pass. When I go back in a couple months and read through my archives, I’ll be fine. Who knows, so much will have changed by then probably.

10.10.08, first day Nick and I went out the first time.

10.17.08 first time i broke up with him

12.16.08 we went out the second time, and i fell in utter and complete love.

It will be exactly a year since we went out the first time this coming Saturday.

So much has changed… 

I remember the first time I layed eyes on him ever in fifth grade. He was the new kid sitting at lunch playing his Gameboy, isolating himself from the world. I thought “Loser”. Too bad I didnt know that so-called loser would be the love of my life today who I kissed and he cheated on me and broke my heart.

So sad.

“and the people in the photographs look happier than you are…”

We all Roll Along- The Maine

Happy Birthday!!
July 20, 2009

Okay heres a shout out to mi madre ferr her birthday! not allowed to say how old she is though xD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMYYYY!!!

:]