Two is Better Than One <33
September 21, 2009

Well…I have some good news, some sort of sad news, and some more sad news.

Ill tell you the  good news first ^^

Sam and Nick broke up! Yes! Today! She told him she doesnt love him anymore, stupid hoe. What I wouldnt give to pound her stupid face in…

Anyways, heres the sad news. I dont think were going to get back together. I mean, you cant really say never, because anything is possible. But the odds are against us. So yeah, i guess we’ll remain friends forever.

And the moderately sad news, Chelsie and Cullen broke up :[ Cullen said it was because they never saw eachother, which i guess is understandable.

-sigh- teenage love is difficult. very very difficult.

In other news, heres my music CD wishlist for this fall…

Cant Stop Wont Stop- The Maine

Love Drunk- Boys Like Girls

Boys Like Girls

and…Avril Lavigne’s new CD, not sure what its called…

Also, Im saving up to rent an acoustic guitar. So far the only person Ive told is Wade, and thats it. I want to keep it a secret to I can surprise people :] Well…I guess its not really a secret anymore, since I just put it on the internet…Oh well ^.^

Luff yew ❤

P.S- You MUST listen to ‘Two is Better Than One- Boys Like Girls’ Its such a good song, but its sad.

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WAKE ME UP WHEN SEPTEMBER ENDS!!!
September 1, 2009

WAHH!!!! Yes, its that time of year once again. September 1st. Basically the end of the summer. This saddens me deeply and I’m sure it saddens you.

Sure, this summer SUCKED ASS but still, it was summer none the less. I still had a great time with my friends. Inside jokes and all nighters and crazy pool noodle wars and barfing from all the carnival food and upside down rides. I guess the good outweighed the bad in some ways.

Anyways, I’m still super excited about going into EIGHTH GRADE!!! W00t!!

Can you believe it? It seems like I started this blog a week ago, not two years. Ive matured in many ways since I’ve been on here, and its just weird to think about it. After this year, I’ll be in high school. 4 years after that, I’ll be in college. And I STILL have no idea what im gunna do with my life…Oh god.

IN OTHER NEWS….

IM BRITISH!!!! I learned this yesterday!! My dad told me. I asked what nationalities I am, he said I’m  Polish, British, Dutch, German, and Hungarian. That explains my last name, which is quite british xD I feel fancy with my superior british self :]]

Soooo….Thats pretty much it. Nick and I are desperately trying to remain friends, and itd be going quite well except for the fact that nick’s new girlfriend Sam, well, hates my guts and the ground I walk on xDDDD She thinks Im trying to steal back her man xD (excuse me, by the popular vote, he still is my man. No one I know likes Sam ^_^…MINE!!!) Sooo we have to sneak around and stuff. Like for now we only talk on the computer and late at night :] Romantic isnt it xDDD?

Well I gtg for now, Im gunna get my hair cut. Suggestions :]? Luff yew all.

-Amy was here-

Stuck in between “You Belong with Me” and “Goodbye”
August 4, 2009

AHHH!!! Nick and I broke up. I hate him. So much. Here’s how it when, play by play.

Wednesday-Hung out with Ashley, went by Nick’s house. He came out, and accidentally hit me in the head with his guitar, I said ‘ow, that hurt’ he said ‘thats nice’ (I know, youre thinking, ‘douchebag’, so was I) so I just stayed quiet and played guitar while him and Ashley talked. Then he gave Ashley one of his shirts and I asked if I could have one and he said no (WHAT THE FUCK!)

So we left and Ashley asked why I was so quiet then I said I felt like the end of Nick and I was coming, then she said she was texting him with lillian and lillian asked how things were going and he said “okay but im gunna break up with her soon so i can flirt with hot girls” (No fucking joke.) I decided I needed to end it.

Wednesday night- Asked nick if he loved me, and he said he didnt know. That just made my decision for me right there.

Thursday- Yanesa hid behind the bushes while Nick was there and we broke up. He wasnt sad. He deleted every pic of me off his phone while I was there, changed his text signature to ‘single’ and even talked to me about his “options” (chicks he wants to hit on) When he left, Yanesa held me when I cried.

Friday- Spent that day with Yanesa, trying to get over him.

Saturday- Nick decided to text me all day, and I was sad, so he told me I needed to move on and I told him it had only been 2 days, and hes like ‘whatever, let summer and life in general pass you by, youre not my problem anymore, goodnight’

Sunday- Almost got jumped. By Taylor (for those of you who dont know, shes the one Nick cheated on me with.) and a 17 year old chick. I told nick it was his fault and he said he hated me and didnt want to talk to me anymore. Called me later that night, told me he was sorry, that he was just pissed, and started talking about girls he liked and flirted with and who he had a chance with, who he didnt. When he hung up, I cried. I texted Gary and Cullen (my “big brothers” xD) and they each gave me pep talk. Love them both :]

Monday (today)- Nick called me and woke me up this morning to tell me he needed a life. Then I hung out with Jenna from 2-6. On the way back home, Nick and Sam (Cullen’s girlfriend) were walking together. Sam gave me a hug…Nick told me not to touch him.

So later tonight if Nick doesnt call me, first thing tomoro, I’m calling him and going off on his egotistic ass. If he wants to be my friend, treat me like a person, not a dog. He needs to die.

Then hard thing is, deep down, I still love him, and unlike him, I never stopped loving him. The first 5 months of our relationship were awesome. Thats the nick I miss.

So that explains the title- Stuck in between “You Belong with Me- Taylor Swift” and “Goodbye-Kristina DeBarge”

FML.