“Being able to act like a tard with you means the world to me”
I love my friends. Love them to death. I cant believe how fast time is going, its so freaky and insane. I love life right now, even though Nick is being a very confused young boy. I dont really care right now, because life goes by too fast to take it slow. Im so sentimental and Im so overwhelmed.
Having a slight identity crisis, like I feel the need to dye my hair different colors and just change, which is probably normal. But it’ll pass. When I go back in a couple months and read through my archives, I’ll be fine. Who knows, so much will have changed by then probably.
10.10.08, first day Nick and I went out the first time.
10.17.08 first time i broke up with him
12.16.08 we went out the second time, and i fell in utter and complete love.
It will be exactly a year since we went out the first time this coming Saturday.
So much has changed…
I remember the first time I layed eyes on him ever in fifth grade. He was the new kid sitting at lunch playing his Gameboy, isolating himself from the world. I thought “Loser”. Too bad I didnt know that so-called loser would be the love of my life today who I kissed and he cheated on me and broke my heart.
So sad.
“and the people in the photographs look happier than you are…”
We all Roll Along- The Maine
