Changes to the Blog!
August 9, 2010

Okay so wordpress recently came out with a button that you can stick on the end of each post and have people rate it. I decided to add the option for posts and comments, because I care what you, the people, have to say (: I would go out for politics with that slogan, but I’m too young..and too honest xD

Please be nice about it!

Also, this doesn’t really have to do with THIS blog, but a friend and I might be making another wordpress with advice for teenage girls on makeup, clothes, advice, and things girls care about. Mainly looks that you can wear everyday, and not get weird looks from people. I’d appreciate your support and hope you’re excited about it! With your help, we can make it big!

I’ll let you know when the site officially launches, until then, keep checking in!

PS- Exactly one month until school starts for me! What about you? Are you excited? Lemme know below!

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s.u.m.m.e.r.2.0.1.0
July 12, 2010

First summer of the decade and so far its been fantastic! I hope you’re able to say the same.

Okay first off, I’m absolutely loving all the free time and extra sleep and just everything. I feel so chill and relaxed and stress free, its amazing. Everyone just seems a lot happier, and the positive energy feels nice..

I’ve gotten a lot of firsts this summer, like meeting my first crossdresser, going to a wave pool, swimming with nick, etc. And its all been really fun, more of my plans include..

  • Going to my aunt’s cabin
  • Going to Chicago when my baby niece/nephew is born
  • Going to my city’s carnival
  • Putting a desk in my room/getting a new phone

So I’m sort of a busy bee, but I like being able to do what I please, school is so stressful >.<

Well I’m going to go do something xD I love you guys! Ttfn.

Summer Wishes.. (:
June 18, 2010

Okay, let me begin by saying..

TODAY WAS MY LAST DAY OF SCHOOL. Yep, thats right baby. Yours truly is now part of the incoming freshman class, aka Class of 2014. I’m excited and terrified and happy and sad all at the same time..

  • Excited- I’m usually up for trying new things, so this will be the best four years of my life, SO FAR.
  • Terrified- Bigger school, stricter teachers, older kids. A lot of sophomores don’t like me.. 🙂
  • Happy- One step closer to being an adult, on my own, in the land of opportunity.
  • Sad- Old friends aren’t as close, new friends are already moving. Its losing in order to gain.

So thats what I’m anticipating from high school so far. But I can’t knock it til I try it, right?

As for summer, my fears are simple. Nick and I will drift apart, I will waste my summer doing nothing all day, I’ll end it on a bad note, etc. I just want this to be the opposite of last year. It started out basically the same as last year, as soon as the clock hit 11:39 I started to cry. The only difference was that we were at the park, and it wasn’t raining. No rain=good omen (:

The skies were blue and the future was bright, so Nick, Leigh, Josh, random people, and I all set out to go to lunch. That was kind of fun, but I’m generally not a ”big group” kind of girl, I’m at my happiest when theres four or five people lol. At the end of the day, it was just me, Nick, Leigh and Josh. We just walked around aimlessly, giving me tan lines on my forehead and arms and chest >.<

So when Nick walked me home, I made him promise that the summer wouldn’t change us. He looked me straight in the eye and said “I swear” and he can’t lie straight to my face so that gave me hope. Lets just hope he sticks to his word, and that the summer before high school will be the best one of my life.

“Our fingerprints don’t fade from the lives we touch” ❤ Leigh, Chelsie, Nick, Josh, Joel, Janelly, Emelina, Jorden, Laura, Lauren, Ciara, Jasmen, Dakota, Jillian, J, Cassie, Madison T, etc= some of the many people who I don’t want to forget, ever.

</3 Last day of Summer. Tribute.
September 8, 2009

I stare out into the horizon as the waves break against the shore. As if in a rush, it ends. The innocence. The love. The fun. The freedom. Gone, like a breeze. Sand in our hands, hard to hold onto, slipping through our fingers slowly. The wind breaks across my face as realization kicks in. We can’t hold onto anything anymore, nothing. Not the innocence. The love. The fun. The freedom. Nothing.

Thats my poem about summer ending, sad huh? Well yeah. Chelsie actually started school today. Im so worried about her right now its not even funny. If shes not okay, ill like freak out. Hm.

Well…Hmm. I guess that about it. The last day of summer. To end the suckiest of summers, its raining. The first day of summer it was raining too. A sign? I hope not.

 

Stuck in between “You Belong with Me” and “Goodbye”
August 4, 2009

AHHH!!! Nick and I broke up. I hate him. So much. Here’s how it when, play by play.

Wednesday-Hung out with Ashley, went by Nick’s house. He came out, and accidentally hit me in the head with his guitar, I said ‘ow, that hurt’ he said ‘thats nice’ (I know, youre thinking, ‘douchebag’, so was I) so I just stayed quiet and played guitar while him and Ashley talked. Then he gave Ashley one of his shirts and I asked if I could have one and he said no (WHAT THE FUCK!)

So we left and Ashley asked why I was so quiet then I said I felt like the end of Nick and I was coming, then she said she was texting him with lillian and lillian asked how things were going and he said “okay but im gunna break up with her soon so i can flirt with hot girls” (No fucking joke.) I decided I needed to end it.

Wednesday night- Asked nick if he loved me, and he said he didnt know. That just made my decision for me right there.

Thursday- Yanesa hid behind the bushes while Nick was there and we broke up. He wasnt sad. He deleted every pic of me off his phone while I was there, changed his text signature to ‘single’ and even talked to me about his “options” (chicks he wants to hit on) When he left, Yanesa held me when I cried.

Friday- Spent that day with Yanesa, trying to get over him.

Saturday- Nick decided to text me all day, and I was sad, so he told me I needed to move on and I told him it had only been 2 days, and hes like ‘whatever, let summer and life in general pass you by, youre not my problem anymore, goodnight’

Sunday- Almost got jumped. By Taylor (for those of you who dont know, shes the one Nick cheated on me with.) and a 17 year old chick. I told nick it was his fault and he said he hated me and didnt want to talk to me anymore. Called me later that night, told me he was sorry, that he was just pissed, and started talking about girls he liked and flirted with and who he had a chance with, who he didnt. When he hung up, I cried. I texted Gary and Cullen (my “big brothers” xD) and they each gave me pep talk. Love them both :]

Monday (today)- Nick called me and woke me up this morning to tell me he needed a life. Then I hung out with Jenna from 2-6. On the way back home, Nick and Sam (Cullen’s girlfriend) were walking together. Sam gave me a hug…Nick told me not to touch him.

So later tonight if Nick doesnt call me, first thing tomoro, I’m calling him and going off on his egotistic ass. If he wants to be my friend, treat me like a person, not a dog. He needs to die.

Then hard thing is, deep down, I still love him, and unlike him, I never stopped loving him. The first 5 months of our relationship were awesome. Thats the nick I miss.

So that explains the title- Stuck in between “You Belong with Me- Taylor Swift” and “Goodbye-Kristina DeBarge”

FML.

Updates on…EVERYTHING -insert theme music here-
July 28, 2009

Okay I shall now update you on every single solitary aspect of my 13 year old life.

ME- I’m doing pretty good. Just got done scratching my arm *crowd stares in total amazement* I woke up about an hour ago. Woke up originally at 9 to go rollerblade with jessica but her back hurts so were going to change that to tomoro.

Nick- Nick’s dad just came back after 3 weeks of being on the road for work, idk how he feels about that though. His phone is kind of messed up at the moment because he geniusly texted right when he got out of the shower and his hands were wet.

Blake (sanity)- Blake had knee surgery a while ago, and recently he fell at Target because someone decided to paint the ground and he slipped on his krutches. Wth? So we are planning to sue target in the near future (I called all the converse stuff :])

Chelsie- Her lice is gone (finally) and she’s “taking a break” from her man, Jesseth, for a while. We might go to our city’s festival together 😀

Yanesa- Yanesa has been good. She spent the night on the 17th and we talked for the whole night. She also “took a break” from her man, Antoine.

Me playing keyboard- I’ve learned these songs: For Elise, Right Here Waiting for You, Welcome to the Black Parade, the intro to It Ends Tonight. I’m doing good :]

School- As far as I know, school starts september 9th. Still not sure what cluster I’m in though. Can’t wait for 8th grade.

Thats pretty much it I think lol. If I think of more, I’ll edit this later.

What I did THIS week :]]
July 16, 2009

Okay…this week was jam packed with a bunch of stuff lolz.

Saturday– Went to the mall with jenna and nicole, I got skinnies from Pac Sun and 2 cool shirts.

Sunday– Went to church in the morning then a bonfire in the evening. Fun fun.

Monday– Monday…did nothing in the morning, but at like 3, Yanesa came over, following her were Hanna and Jordan (theyre twins FYI, they stick together xD) and I played with my satanic teddy bear. Nick ended up coming over too, then following him were Brenden, Blake, Craig, and Travis. Yanesa and H&J fled to the backyard, leaving me to fend for myself with the pack of guys. I eventually got them to leave, and then everyone was in the front.

Tuesday-Went for an eye exam 😦 I’m nearsighted in both eyes actually but my right eye is really bad, my left eye isn’t too bad. I picked out some purple glasses 🙂

candies_c_kristinaMy glasses ^^

Snazzy huh? x]

Wednesday– Had an ortho appointment, got my braces colors changed to pink 🙂 Yanesa came over later, and we had a whipped cream/hose fight 🙂 very fun.

ThursdayToday is mine and Nicks 7 month anniversay, so he’s supposed to come over. Of course we’ll have nothing to do, but its nice to see him anyways.

Friday– Supposedly Yanesa is spending the night/I’m spending the night there, so that will be funnn.

In other news…

UPLOADED MORE VIDEOS! http://youtube.com/user/Aew3796

I uploaded five videos. One has a satanic teddy bear, one has chelsie playing with helium, one has me playing with helium, another is of Relay For Life, another is me playing keyboard.

Chelsie updateShe got out of the hospital, but her life sucks these days dude, she fainted a couple days ago and had to go back to the doctors. Idk what they found, didn’t ask her. She also found out she has lice, because she shared her hairbrush with everyone at her birthday party which I couldn’t go to (kinda glad I didn’t now.) Now she can’t go to her boyfriend’s birthday party, who she hasn’t seen in like a month. I feel so bad for her.  

Sooo…I’ll talk to you laterrr. Buh bye 🙂

 

P.S- Have an account on http://stardoll.com ? So do I! The only website I’m “allowed” to go on. Anyways, my account name is Fuzzypanda96 (don’t ask xD). If you add me as a friend, mention this site in the request and I’ll give you a superstar gift 🙂 See how nice I am xD?

*pokes* I’m sorry :'(
July 2, 2009

I’m very sorry I havent posted in forever, I’ve been busy doing absolutely nothing.

Summer has been boring, I miss my best friend Chelsie, and I miss Nick. School is way better than this lol.

Yesterday was my dads birthday. Him, my aunt, and I went to dinner. Then we went to her house and played a very long game of Uno, so long that no one won, we just kinda gave up. Then we had some of the cake I baked for my dad, it was yummy ^^

Still obsessed with Twilight of course, can’t wait for New Moon to come out 😀

The most recent movies I’ve seen are Gran Torino and Transformers 2. Transformers was awesome (duh) definitely worth seeing. Gran Torino was good too, suprise ending 😆

Michael Jackson died, and I’m kind of on the fence with that. I liked his music, but there was the whole child molestor thing.

Kevin Jonas got engaged, and even though every stereotypically “normal” teenage girl is devasted, I really don’t care.

Well,I’ll attempt to post more, but if I don’t, please don’t shoot me :]

I LOVE YOU!!!

~amy

1 month til skool starts?! WTFH
August 5, 2008

omg! one effing month left?! where has it all gone?!

srry i havent been on this summer, ive been having 2 much fun tehe…

anyways i should make this short so no one catches me on here lol.

well ilya (i luv u all) and i gtg! baii!!!!!

~here 2 help & eat cheez!

~amy~ ♥ 😀

P.S-       AAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! uhh… me n blake broke up (hes a bastard now) and WAFFLES I WILL GET GARY TO COME N RAPE U IF U DONT EMAIL MEH!!!