Dancing with the Washed Up Stars…
August 17, 2009

Seriously, I just went to http://comcast.com and checked out the list, hoping to see like a Jonas Brother or Alex Evans or a lead singer or someone cool thats from this decade.

Heres the list:

Donny Osmond, entertainer, ex-teen idol and brother of Season 5 contestant Marie Osmond, who came in third place

Michael Irvin, former Dallas Cowboys wide receiver, Hall of Famer and teammate of ‘DWTS’ champ Emmitt Smith, from Season 3

Ashley Hamilton, son of former contestant George Hamilton (Season 2) and ex-husband of Shannen Doherty and Angie Everhart

Kathy Ireland, ‘Sports Illustrated’ cover girl

Mark Dacascos, ‘The Chairman’ of ‘Iron Chef America’

Melissa Joan Hart, ‘Sabrina the Teenage Witch’

Grammy-winner Macy Gray

R&B singer Mya

Kelly Osbourne, Ozzy and Sharon Osbourne’s daughter

Debi Mazar, ‘Entourage’

Joanna Krupa, the sexiest swimsuit model in the world according to Maxim and Terrell Owen’s partner/nemesis this summer on ABC’s ‘The Superstars’

Natalie Coughlin, Olympic swimmer who won 11 medals in the 2008 Beijing and 2004 Athens games

Chuck Liddell, the UFC Fighter known as ‘The Iceman’

Louie Vito, professional snowboarder

Aaron Carter, singer and brother of Backstreet Boy bander Nick Carter

Tom DeLay, former House Majority Leader, nicknamed ‘The Hammer’

Who the heck are these people?? I know about 3 of them.

If I do end up watching it, its to see Aaron Carter…


Stuck in between “You Belong with Me” and “Goodbye”
August 4, 2009

AHHH!!! Nick and I broke up. I hate him. So much. Here’s how it when, play by play.

Wednesday-Hung out with Ashley, went by Nick’s house. He came out, and accidentally hit me in the head with his guitar, I said ‘ow, that hurt’ he said ‘thats nice’ (I know, youre thinking, ‘douchebag’, so was I) so I just stayed quiet and played guitar while him and Ashley talked. Then he gave Ashley one of his shirts and I asked if I could have one and he said no (WHAT THE FUCK!)

So we left and Ashley asked why I was so quiet then I said I felt like the end of Nick and I was coming, then she said she was texting him with lillian and lillian asked how things were going and he said “okay but im gunna break up with her soon so i can flirt with hot girls” (No fucking joke.) I decided I needed to end it.

Wednesday night- Asked nick if he loved me, and he said he didnt know. That just made my decision for me right there.

Thursday- Yanesa hid behind the bushes while Nick was there and we broke up. He wasnt sad. He deleted every pic of me off his phone while I was there, changed his text signature to ‘single’ and even talked to me about his “options” (chicks he wants to hit on) When he left, Yanesa held me when I cried.

Friday- Spent that day with Yanesa, trying to get over him.

Saturday- Nick decided to text me all day, and I was sad, so he told me I needed to move on and I told him it had only been 2 days, and hes like ‘whatever, let summer and life in general pass you by, youre not my problem anymore, goodnight’

Sunday- Almost got jumped. By Taylor (for those of you who dont know, shes the one Nick cheated on me with.) and a 17 year old chick. I told nick it was his fault and he said he hated me and didnt want to talk to me anymore. Called me later that night, told me he was sorry, that he was just pissed, and started talking about girls he liked and flirted with and who he had a chance with, who he didnt. When he hung up, I cried. I texted Gary and Cullen (my “big brothers” xD) and they each gave me pep talk. Love them both :]

Monday (today)- Nick called me and woke me up this morning to tell me he needed a life. Then I hung out with Jenna from 2-6. On the way back home, Nick and Sam (Cullen’s girlfriend) were walking together. Sam gave me a hug…Nick told me not to touch him.

So later tonight if Nick doesnt call me, first thing tomoro, I’m calling him and going off on his egotistic ass. If he wants to be my friend, treat me like a person, not a dog. He needs to die.

Then hard thing is, deep down, I still love him, and unlike him, I never stopped loving him. The first 5 months of our relationship were awesome. Thats the nick I miss.

So that explains the title- Stuck in between “You Belong with Me- Taylor Swift” and “Goodbye-Kristina DeBarge”