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July 12, 2010

First summer of the decade and so far its been fantastic! I hope you’re able to say the same.

Okay first off, I’m absolutely loving all the free time and extra sleep and just everything. I feel so chill and relaxed and stress free, its amazing. Everyone just seems a lot happier, and the positive energy feels nice..

I’ve gotten a lot of firsts this summer, like meeting my first crossdresser, going to a wave pool, swimming with nick, etc. And its all been really fun, more of my plans include..

  • Going to my aunt’s cabin
  • Going to Chicago when my baby niece/nephew is born
  • Going to my city’s carnival
  • Putting a desk in my room/getting a new phone

So I’m sort of a busy bee, but I like being able to do what I please, school is so stressful >.<

Well I’m going to go do something xD I love you guys! Ttfn.

Stay young <3
October 9, 2009

“Being able to act like a tard with you means the world to me”

I love my friends. Love them to death. I cant believe how fast time is going, its so freaky and insane. I love life right now, even though Nick is being a very confused young boy. I dont really care right now, because life goes by too fast to take it slow. Im so sentimental and Im so overwhelmed.

Having a slight identity crisis, like I feel the need to dye my hair different colors and just change, which is probably normal. But it’ll pass. When I go back in a couple months and read through my archives, I’ll be fine. Who knows, so much will have changed by then probably.

10.10.08, first day Nick and I went out the first time.

10.17.08 first time i broke up with him

12.16.08 we went out the second time, and i fell in utter and complete love.

It will be exactly a year since we went out the first time this coming Saturday.

So much has changed… 

I remember the first time I layed eyes on him ever in fifth grade. He was the new kid sitting at lunch playing his Gameboy, isolating himself from the world. I thought “Loser”. Too bad I didnt know that so-called loser would be the love of my life today who I kissed and he cheated on me and broke my heart.

So sad.

“and the people in the photographs look happier than you are…”

We all Roll Along- The Maine

Stuck in between “You Belong with Me” and “Goodbye”
August 4, 2009

AHHH!!! Nick and I broke up. I hate him. So much. Here’s how it when, play by play.

Wednesday-Hung out with Ashley, went by Nick’s house. He came out, and accidentally hit me in the head with his guitar, I said ‘ow, that hurt’ he said ‘thats nice’ (I know, youre thinking, ‘douchebag’, so was I) so I just stayed quiet and played guitar while him and Ashley talked. Then he gave Ashley one of his shirts and I asked if I could have one and he said no (WHAT THE FUCK!)

So we left and Ashley asked why I was so quiet then I said I felt like the end of Nick and I was coming, then she said she was texting him with lillian and lillian asked how things were going and he said “okay but im gunna break up with her soon so i can flirt with hot girls” (No fucking joke.) I decided I needed to end it.

Wednesday night- Asked nick if he loved me, and he said he didnt know. That just made my decision for me right there.

Thursday- Yanesa hid behind the bushes while Nick was there and we broke up. He wasnt sad. He deleted every pic of me off his phone while I was there, changed his text signature to ‘single’ and even talked to me about his “options” (chicks he wants to hit on) When he left, Yanesa held me when I cried.

Friday- Spent that day with Yanesa, trying to get over him.

Saturday- Nick decided to text me all day, and I was sad, so he told me I needed to move on and I told him it had only been 2 days, and hes like ‘whatever, let summer and life in general pass you by, youre not my problem anymore, goodnight’

Sunday- Almost got jumped. By Taylor (for those of you who dont know, shes the one Nick cheated on me with.) and a 17 year old chick. I told nick it was his fault and he said he hated me and didnt want to talk to me anymore. Called me later that night, told me he was sorry, that he was just pissed, and started talking about girls he liked and flirted with and who he had a chance with, who he didnt. When he hung up, I cried. I texted Gary and Cullen (my “big brothers” xD) and they each gave me pep talk. Love them both :]

Monday (today)- Nick called me and woke me up this morning to tell me he needed a life. Then I hung out with Jenna from 2-6. On the way back home, Nick and Sam (Cullen’s girlfriend) were walking together. Sam gave me a hug…Nick told me not to touch him.

So later tonight if Nick doesnt call me, first thing tomoro, I’m calling him and going off on his egotistic ass. If he wants to be my friend, treat me like a person, not a dog. He needs to die.

Then hard thing is, deep down, I still love him, and unlike him, I never stopped loving him. The first 5 months of our relationship were awesome. Thats the nick I miss.

So that explains the title- Stuck in between “You Belong with Me- Taylor Swift” and “Goodbye-Kristina DeBarge”

FML.

Updates on…EVERYTHING -insert theme music here-
July 28, 2009

Okay I shall now update you on every single solitary aspect of my 13 year old life.

ME- I’m doing pretty good. Just got done scratching my arm *crowd stares in total amazement* I woke up about an hour ago. Woke up originally at 9 to go rollerblade with jessica but her back hurts so were going to change that to tomoro.

Nick- Nick’s dad just came back after 3 weeks of being on the road for work, idk how he feels about that though. His phone is kind of messed up at the moment because he geniusly texted right when he got out of the shower and his hands were wet.

Blake (sanity)- Blake had knee surgery a while ago, and recently he fell at Target because someone decided to paint the ground and he slipped on his krutches. Wth? So we are planning to sue target in the near future (I called all the converse stuff :])

Chelsie- Her lice is gone (finally) and she’s “taking a break” from her man, Jesseth, for a while. We might go to our city’s festival together 😀

Yanesa- Yanesa has been good. She spent the night on the 17th and we talked for the whole night. She also “took a break” from her man, Antoine.

Me playing keyboard- I’ve learned these songs: For Elise, Right Here Waiting for You, Welcome to the Black Parade, the intro to It Ends Tonight. I’m doing good :]

School- As far as I know, school starts september 9th. Still not sure what cluster I’m in though. Can’t wait for 8th grade.

Thats pretty much it I think lol. If I think of more, I’ll edit this later.

Gots some shexy specs :]
July 22, 2009

Chhyeaaaa I got my glasses. Currently wearing them. Heres what people are saying:

“You look smarter”-Adam (brother)

“You look sophisticated”-Paul (mom’s friend)

“They look good on you”-Nick (boyfriend, duh)

“I wish you got Urkel glasses”-Yanesa (bestie)

“Nerd.” -Blake (we unfortunately all know who blake is, but for those who don’t, hes my best friend aka Sanity)

So most people like them lol. I can see…

-mystified voice- Everythings so clear now…

Well I’ll probably post again like Friday

 

PEACEEEE`zzz

`amy`

What I did THIS week :]]
July 16, 2009

Okay…this week was jam packed with a bunch of stuff lolz.

Saturday– Went to the mall with jenna and nicole, I got skinnies from Pac Sun and 2 cool shirts.

Sunday– Went to church in the morning then a bonfire in the evening. Fun fun.

Monday– Monday…did nothing in the morning, but at like 3, Yanesa came over, following her were Hanna and Jordan (theyre twins FYI, they stick together xD) and I played with my satanic teddy bear. Nick ended up coming over too, then following him were Brenden, Blake, Craig, and Travis. Yanesa and H&J fled to the backyard, leaving me to fend for myself with the pack of guys. I eventually got them to leave, and then everyone was in the front.

Tuesday-Went for an eye exam 😦 I’m nearsighted in both eyes actually but my right eye is really bad, my left eye isn’t too bad. I picked out some purple glasses 🙂

candies_c_kristinaMy glasses ^^

Snazzy huh? x]

Wednesday– Had an ortho appointment, got my braces colors changed to pink 🙂 Yanesa came over later, and we had a whipped cream/hose fight 🙂 very fun.

ThursdayToday is mine and Nicks 7 month anniversay, so he’s supposed to come over. Of course we’ll have nothing to do, but its nice to see him anyways.

Friday– Supposedly Yanesa is spending the night/I’m spending the night there, so that will be funnn.

In other news…

UPLOADED MORE VIDEOS! http://youtube.com/user/Aew3796

I uploaded five videos. One has a satanic teddy bear, one has chelsie playing with helium, one has me playing with helium, another is of Relay For Life, another is me playing keyboard.

Chelsie updateShe got out of the hospital, but her life sucks these days dude, she fainted a couple days ago and had to go back to the doctors. Idk what they found, didn’t ask her. She also found out she has lice, because she shared her hairbrush with everyone at her birthday party which I couldn’t go to (kinda glad I didn’t now.) Now she can’t go to her boyfriend’s birthday party, who she hasn’t seen in like a month. I feel so bad for her.  

Sooo…I’ll talk to you laterrr. Buh bye 🙂

 

P.S- Have an account on http://stardoll.com ? So do I! The only website I’m “allowed” to go on. Anyways, my account name is Fuzzypanda96 (don’t ask xD). If you add me as a friend, mention this site in the request and I’ll give you a superstar gift 🙂 See how nice I am xD?

What I did this week :)
July 10, 2009

Monday– Nothing for the first part of the day, later Yanesa came over and me and her cousins went to Dairy Queen :]

Tuesday– I went to the doctors for a physical, found out I need glasses or contacts. Stupid right eye is nearsighted. Then I finally got the rollerblades I’ve been bugging my mom about for two weeks. Then I went over Jessica’s and we walked to Taco Bell and then back to her house. 

Wednesday-At 9am Jessica and I went rollerblading for some excercise. At 11 we went to visit Nick and talked on his porch (me and him kissed and made out a little :]) while Jessica used my phone to text Alejandro. Then at 11:30am Jessica had to go and I went back home, took a shower, and rested a while until Yanesa, Hanna, Jordan, and Gabby came over. Fun fun.

Thursday- Jessica couldnt go rollerblading so I woke up at 9 for nothing. I talked to Nick until like 2 then I watched the original Buffy the Vampire Slayer movie. Then Yanesa, Brenden, and Blake came over. We hung out and then it was just me and the twins.

Thats what I did this week 🙂

Chelsie is in the hospital because supposedly her aunt put rat poison in her food and now she can’t keep any food down. She hasn’t eaten for a week 😥 I’m worried about her. Shes also grounded in the hospital because at her birthday party she had a cake fight…I think her parents hate her.

Anywhooo…Life is good :]

Luff yew, buh bye.

~amy

Short and Sweet…
May 4, 2009

I have school so I’ll update this later. Its mostly about me going blind and other junk in my life like being stalked by bipolar people and pretending to be a native american 🙂

Okay, so I found out I’m going nearsighted in my right eye. Which is just wonderful *sarcasm* ugh.

I went to a sleepover, woke up to see a bipolar girl staring straight at me (her names shauna, beware) then she went downstairs and started screaming. That wasnt pleasant.

Then Yanesa came over, she pushed me in a wagon while i waved around a sharpened stick and yelled like an indian. Very awesome.